Friday, February 09, 2007

hello blog. did you miss me? i'm sure. i got back my O lvl chinese today! i was so overwhelmed when i recieved the results and yea so i cried. i don't know why, others also didn't cry la. nvm abt that, i am happy that i got what i wanted. Thank You God.

"You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned?"
--Matthew 5:13

i realised always when i am down, i'll always be alone. nobody will ever understand how i am feeling right now. it's complicated. isit because my blog is so sad that nobody visits? i dun expect pple to visit but i think i will be a loner forever. sighx. i am emotional, YES? but can't you show some concern. i don't like you. i hate this world and i hate you. my blog is sadistic yes, but i really feel that you can't be trusted. you said you will try to not leave me out, but see what you've done? i don't want to dampen your mood with this post, but i really can't endure it anymore. i need to talk to someone, but it seems like nobody wants to listen to me. and that hurts. so i shall rant on my blog. but you've already left me out. u've not done ur part as a friend, as a listener. you always seem so lost in ur own world. you always seem so attached to her. what happened? what happened to our bond last yr? last yr, we were alright. then this yr, u seemed to be always with her. it's is irritating to see u. i am irritated. apparentlyy u dun care abt how i feel. i told u to be livelier and u told me the same thing, to be happier. i know she is same section as u, i am also your friend. somethings u can talk to me too. the bond seemed to fade away now. i don't understand! you are so cold toards me and i just can't stand it!
oh, so that's YOUR personality, well, i don't like it.


FUCK
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