Monday, August 06, 2007

how many days have it been? let me count, ever since that wednesday. 18 july. how has your life been? good? of course, it is good. finally you can get rid of her. yes. feels relaxed and happy and relieved. i know how you feel. you told me. yes you told me through your actions.

sometimes i just feel so upset that i can die.

now you don't have to come to school to just do what you're not supposed to do and you simply dislike doing it what you've long ago wanted to stop doing. well, nobody asked you to do it. so why? she's given you up, but she can't forget about the times you guys shared together. she told me all the fun and wonderful times you all have shared together, and she always goes home crying and has nobody to talk to, and how she doesn't understand you. but you didn't know how upset she was right?

you don't, do you.

so what did she do? she tried her very best to let go. really let go, but in the end, she couldn't let go. and who got hurt? she got hurt.

do you know the feeling of getting hurt? if you do, then you know what you should do.

oh, yea, she also told me about various times, she wrote to you, and then, she didn't get any reply. because when someone writes to you, they expect a reply. but she didn't get one! oh golly gosh. hahaha. she still can laugh leh! i mean, don't you feel sad!

went to the shop together. planned to go to the same school. went for so many things. she was really happy. glad. contented. sense of accomplishment. er.. nono. delete that. sense of accomplishment. so, you are implying that all this while she's always been on her own wishful thinking? oh? are you sure? then why did you let her like you and befriend with you. why did you act like a nice and friendly person when deep within, you don't like her. why? no wonder you're tired. since you dislike her so much, why ry to please her? doesn't deserve it. you shouldn't have done that in the first place.

no idea who i am talking about? why not think again.

perhaps, it's you. yes.

now fare thee well.
remember you promised to write her something after MYEs? she still remembers, do you?

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