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Friday, March 16, 2007 SY1 is QUAN ; SY2 is RUIXI brudder, if you carry on to be like that, i don't friend you le. i don't want to bother about you anymore. anyway, even if i bother, it wil not be appreciated. MR ADAMS is so pro. and his accent is wooooohoooo. ha. stop being like that. it's very unfair. don't be so troubled. okay, i don't want to care about you liao. even if i don't care about you, you won't care either, so why bother. don't turn to the left, it could be YANG. i love pingnpong. i heard yesterday on radio. well ping was talking, "okay okay, where?". then pong came and said, " ping..." "okay let's meet tonight" "ping..." "yes, pong?" "ping, why you talking to yourself?" "no lah, i am trying out my new bluetooth." and pong said, " oh. then you have to go see a dentist." i seriously think that i should go lead a carefree life. don't care about people in class, don't care about tight friendships, don't care about those people who always pang-seh me when they are with a more 'favourable' friend, don't care about what outsiders say, don't care about my brudder, don't care about what people think of me. i should only change myself because of myself not like because of YOU. so you think i like to hang around with you guys? do you think i had a choice? do you think i get to choose who to be my classmates? have you ever wondered if those rumours are true? well, personally i don't care, but since YOU want to make it so big and spread untrue rumours about me, suit yourself. it will just reflect on how polite and sensitive you are. talking behind people's back, laughing at them. what's there a big deal if a person is not dressed like you, have the same hairstyle as you, have the same kind of bag, same type of attire? i am so sorry if not everyone is like you because the world doesn't revolve around you, but you have no reasons to hate them or laugh at them, or backstab them. CHEAP- this person was online @ 6:29 PM I typed
Monday, March 12, 2007 i love FALLOUTBOY! and Good Charlotte's KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRL! sawloser. opps. i think MISTER yang is mean. he fake headache when he heard LONG DISTANCE PHONE CALL by them. well, FYI, they are our very own local band. yes, the sawloser. okay do i sound like a DJ??? right, i don't. MCR still rocks. and i have to start mugging! my mummy scolded me for blogging again! eeyur. mummy, why u so mean, say blogging is boring. she thinks i am bored of life so i've got nothing better to do and blog. actually, it'a quite true. i am a good boy today. i thrown you guys THREE posts. so you guys better love me back, treat me well, what's next, uhhuh, sponser me food! woohhooo. well. I like, when you sleep, when you sleep next to me. woohoo, don't get the wrong idea people. you don't know how hard it is to like someone secretly. this person was online @ 9:31 PM well my previous posts are emo. as usual. nothing can cheer me up except...nobody understands. right. you do? oh really.
to be continued -------------------------------------------------------------- the end, babe. more hot news coming up next if you want to know more. too bad. this person was online @ 9:08 PM right, now i think that i am a really boring and irritaing person(isn't it? yes you are), noticed how much my friends, my bandmates, my classmates, my teachers, my conductors, the whole world HATE me. easy. they all hate me, i hate them all too. you want it, you get it, right. well, i am simply such a loner, everywhere. i think you are a third party really. well, just suddenly you appeared in my life and BOOOSH, my life has been disrupted. yes. i just didn't really care during the first days of school this year, cause i was not in the mood to think. and just suddenly everything changed. don't you see? well, you don't see. i go home thinking that i will get better the next day and when i start to think of all those things(i can list a thousand things, thank you very much), i will start to tear, weep and then burst out crying. i feel really upset this year, don't you notice? I WAS ALOT MORE HAPPIER LAST YEAR. right. ooh i didn't notice the CAPS. well, leave it there then. i don't know what to say to you, but what i can do is just to keep all this to myself, when i am all alon then i can let it all out, without you knowing it. it'll be so great if i live all by myself. i can scream, shout, cry or do whatever i want. i want to type some songs. although some are by 'not nice bands' and singers, opps, but it's really how i feel loh. I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes Got nowhere to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explainwhat happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't ---------------------------------------------------- Now it seems to me that you know just what to say But words are only words, can you show me something else? Can you swear to me, that you'll always be this way Show me how you feel, more than every baby I don't wanna be lonely no more, I don't wanna have to pay for this, I don't wanna know the lover at my door, Its just another heartache on my list I dn't wanna be angry no more, But you know I could never stand for this, So when you tell me that you love me know for sure, I don't wanna be lonely anymore Now it's hard for me, when my heart still on the mend, Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends Can you sing to me, and it's harmony, girl what you do to me is everything, Make me say anything, just to get you back again, why can't we just try? What if I was good to you? What if you were good to me? What if I could hold you 'til I feel you move inside of me? What if it was paradise? And what if we were symphonies? What if I gave all my life, to find some way to stand beside you? I don't wanna be lonely no more, I don't wanna have to pay for this, I don't wanna know the lover at my door, Its just another heartache on my list I dn't wanna be angry no more, But you know I could never stand for this, So when you tell me that you love me know for sure, I don't wanna be lonely anymore I don't wanna be lonely anymore I don't wanna be lonely no more I don't, I don't, I know, I know, I don't want to be lonely anymore ---------------------------------------------------- For all the years that I've known you baby I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold (didn't you say) If there's a problem we should work it out So why you giving me the cold shoulder now Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl (tell me) Okay I know I was late again I made you mad and then it's thrown in (the bin) But why are you making this drag on so long (i wanna know) I'm sick and tired of this silly games (silly games) Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors That's when you turned and said to me I don't care babe who's right or wrong I just don't love you no more Rain outside my window pouring down What now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's, too late, to turn it around I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbye You made it clear when you said I just don't love you no more I know that I made a few mistakes But never thought that things would turn out this way doesn't make sense to me now that your gone (I see it all so clearly) Me at the door with you in a state Giving my reasons but as you look away I can see a tear roll down your face That's when you turned and said to me I don't care babe who's right or wrong I just don't love you no more Rain outside my window pouring down What now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's, too late, to turn it around I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbye You made it clear when you said I just don't love you no more Those simple words hit so hard They turn my whole world upside down Girl you caught me completely off guard On the night you said to me I just don't love you more Rain outside my window pouring down What now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's, too late, to turn it around I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbye You made it clear when you said I just don't love you no more Rain outside my window pouring down What now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's, too late, to turn it around I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbye You made it clear when you said I just don't love you no more this person was online @ 8:17 PM I typed
Saturday, March 03, 2007 anyway, let me start on the 1st day of them having OAC. the DMTs went out, but it was raining! gosh. first 'date' and it rained. i still wonder how did me and bro managed to fit under that small little green umbrella. (shivers) my hands are cold from typing okay! okay, back to the trip. we went to MACs to eat lunch and bro bit her tongue! and DMT #1 was like if you bite your tongue, that means someone is thinking about you. whooooo~~ then she bit her lip, then i said if you bite your lip that means you are thinking about someone. haha! so funny. i think hambuglar in pp macs looks like young mr ong, i couldn't stop laughing. opps, i am laughing now. then that night i dreamt of vanessa lee. she smsed me and i wondered what the hell? how come she can sms during OAC. then she said something... i forgot, but something that they leave OAC or whatsoever. then i asked her if she bit her tongue, she said yes, once during lunch. haha. that means bro was thinking abt her. but that was only a dream. then at the 2nd night of their OAC, i dreamt of paulina chatting with me. i was like how come she can chat during OAC one. then she told me that they have this special room for leisure whereby they can go into chatrooms blah blah, and in that dream the building of the chatrooms look like a school campus and i've seen it before in my oter dreams, freaky eh? then i saw that i have braces. i can even feel the braces in my mouth lor. then it's black. i had ulcers in my dream. they came back from OAC! argh. so sad. then yesterday night, i dreamt of us having band on tuesday. Ms sia came, then i saw Mr ong coming in from hospital with bandage all over his body. like a mummy, then drags and pieces were like coming off. he then sat on the piano stool. haha. it was a hilarious sight. you wish you were in my dream. haha. then i noticed that the band room was some sort different, like a new and bigger band room. ha. and i heard the trumpets and trombones and percussion playing romeo and juliet i turned and saw brother at the percussion area! she's a drummer! but i also remember seeing a figure sitting at her bassoon place, i thought it was her, but she's at the snare drum there. we didn't know each other in my dream, it was like i looked at her, she looked at me, then i just listening to the music and looking at her, she also staring back at me. funny sight. then her eyes were so big. then i looked at vanessa when the leaders were dismissing us, i remembered that i forgot to ask her abt her bruised leg (how odd: REMEMBER then FORGOT). i also saw my primary school mates! and jamima. ha! her hair. so funny! shall not laugh, later she in my section how? i also saw aqila in my dream! she was pissed with me why i didn't sms her on the day they came back from OAC. i was like aiya i busy mah. ouch, bro rmb i kick my feet on the com table? there's bruise black. ouch. this person was online @ 9:19 PM I typed |