Wednesday, September 12, 2007

When There Was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

go check this song out for those who doesn't know

it's from a musical.
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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Will you come back?

i can't forget it just like that.
'cause life isn't just as easy as you think.
maybe for my life.
but i am glad for you.

if you know why,
the reason is too obvious.
and i am here crying out to you,
can you hear me?

one fine day,
i'm gonna leave this place,
this place where love doesn't exist.
it doesn't.

if you know why,
the reason is too obvious.
and i am here crying out to you,
can you hear me?

maybe, if i leave this place,
i'll forget about you.
for now, i can't let go.
and the pain is tourturing me.

will you, will you help me?
will you, will you tell me what to do?
will you, can you understand me?
will you, please you, come back to me.

if you know why,
the reason is too obvious.
and i am here crying out to you,
can you hear me?

everything is nothing.
everything is back to square one.
no more love, no more happiness.
no more you.

will you come back to me?

this is a song. some random song. Gah.
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sorry

sorry about the previous emo post, guys. hope that didn't scare you guys. i'm supposed to be studying now. but just checking my mail and got slightly distracted to blog. i'm so in love with the korean songs. especially during a period of torture and suffering now. it's best to listen to these songs. i agree. i am so stress and everyone is. but i don't want to study now. i want to buy books, borrow books get all the interior design mags and cut out all those pretty houses and paste them in my little orange sketch book.

lovely.
but, now all i can do is reading my textbooks, havn't finish on geog, ss and phy. well, not saying i've done the others, but just concentrating on these three. i bet no one's online reading blogs now, except me. just another random blog.

monday. monday will be a special day. you-know-why. because it's one day before 911 anniversary, and because it's our ss prelims day. important! and... well i am at a loss about what to say. should i say (this part is kept to myself).

i spent three to four hours ...

on monday night, from 9.30pm all the way to 12.30am i think. i finally finished it. Gah.
i suddenly fell in love with winter sonata again. because of the songs. music influences me greatly. i promise i'll watch the drama after o levels.

bye.

this is the real me, behind this mask.
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