Tuesday, June 19, 2007

DSA

let's talk about yesterday's horrible day.
in the morning we had to go back to school for geog lessons so i had to postpone my dsa to 5.20pm. that's very late. so we had geog. until 12.30pm went home to take all the necessary things and my husband 545505 and met mummy at mos burger at PS to have lunch. went for piano after that until 4pm. mhm. okay that's not the main point! the main point is that me and mummy took mrt to eunos and i thought there was 196, but there wasn't. so i disappointed mummy again. i am so flustered. sweating.. er.. i meant perspiring. yeah. so, i am not too sure about 13, called bro and she said i can take 13. took 13, it started raining!!! oh no. then the bus was so crowded. and i was carry my dear and two big bags of bedsheets and quilt cover. oh no, now i am muscle aching. ha. i don't know which stop to alight. so asked the bus driver, everything was so complicated. then my phone rang. GAH. the vj person called, asking me where i was.
on the bus.
it's raining, do you need an umbrella?
oh, i have one.
blahblehblohgosh.
ok, fast forwarded. alighted the bus. rain was so heavy, therefore, mummy asked me to go first with my green umbrella because it's too small for two in such a heavy rain. so i went, mummy will catch up with me when it's not really raining. then i went up the over head bridge with jelly like legs. yes, i am afraid of heights. then i couldn't find the damn gate. walked all the way to a park. started to panic, called mummy and she said she's coming, then i rushed all the way back and the gate was at the other side. ha. i am so confused. went into the school, saw this obeo guy walking out. guess he was here for auditions too, he smile at me and i was like do i know you? confused again.

went to the GO and thank goodness for the aircon. handed up the hard copy and my phone rang again. vj person called and asked me where i was. i am in VJ lah. oh no, i didn't say that. but you get the meaning, yeah. went to the canteen, felt very overwhelming. all the JC dudes hanging around there. guess who i saw? i saw ex cedarians. maam JY. yeah i saw her. oh no i was quite flustered already. so more flustered. was asked to fill in a form then went to the tuning room. was so embarrased. felt kinda amatuer. i am amatuer. anyway, was asked to warm up for only 5 mins. mhm. five minutes seemed long. and my high A is always giving me trouble.

done with warmup, walked back to the band room which is in the canteen, saw the ex cedarian, she pretended not to see me. mhm well. went into the band room. woots. great. six human beings, one panel, 2 students, 4 teachers. total = fear from me. oh no, i thought, what am i going to do? am i supposed to play me 545505 now? or just dig a hole or run out of the room? i chose the first one. so i played.
blahblehblohgoofloosh*squeak*hegaglowoshooe*squeak**squeak**more squeaks*. okay can i go to the next piece?
alright.
*turning pages*
bongongglowooshingeelbohdodudalfk*sqqqqqueakk*wooshedoshdongbong*squeaks**high a**squeaks**more and more squeaks*. ok, phew done.
we'll like you to do some sight-reading, play from section A to C. you have one minute to prepare.
okay, alright, saw the score, maskerade for the band. mhm, kinda easy. started. mhm. *fine music being played without any squeaks*. ok done. no scales?
we'll like to give you an appreciation letter, we give this letter to everyone of our auditors to show our appreciation for making your way here.
mhm. a letter.
went to the tuning room, pack everything and went back to GO, found mummy and went to the bus stop. mummy has to go meet someone at bugis. gah. and then, board the bus. went home.
the story continues, but that's not the main point anyway. so that's the end.
how i feel? bad, disappointed of course. that's just not me. i didn't play my fullest. miss band. i miss band. seriously, so i have to mug my guts out. VJC is so far from me(both distance and abilities).

GOOSH, i am dead. flat dead. ha.
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