Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Today was not a horrible day after all, cause Eileen came today! But I was nearly late okay. But still managed to make it on time for flag raising. But since I didn’t see Eileen at first, then okay lor, pretend, but when I turned back I saw Eileen! Haha, I feel happy. Anyways, I turned back immediately lor, then nictay ah, and syahidah, ask me to turn behind, then I refused to, cause I already saw. Then I didn’t even turn to look at Eileen throughout the whole assembly. Cause I shy. Haha (no lah, I was just, aiya dunno) dun like to look bah.

Okay, so went off for my first period which is econs tutorial, and I did only abit. So abit stressed lah, I flunked mye by the way. Then math lec. People take our class’ seats so we had to go infront to sit. We were just sitting behind shirlynn’s class lor. Aiyo, terrible sight. And then after that only have half an hour’s break, so I only ate bread and milo. The horfun looks so nice lor, but too ex, I must try tmr!!! Must. Hahas.

Okay, CSC lesson. Went in when it’s already very full liao, then didn’t get to sit beside Eileen lah. )): makes me even more –choking feeling– dunno how to describe lah. Anyway, I sat beside jiu shi shuo. She damn funny can. Haha, oh I am supposed to be pairing up with her for the CSC project thing. Anyway, throughout the whole CSC lesson, wah, I was really stressed and kept looking at the clock then at my watch. Waiting for it to end. I feel stupid during every CSC lessons. OH MY GOSH! Help me! Someone! Anyone? No one.. aiya. How! I think I will flunk CSC again. Sucks lah. Oh, cheng long, haha, he also very funny. Kept asking me questions, like going for interview. Haha. And xiao tong and him bickering and I am sitting in the middle, so aiyoo… then after the CSC lesson, gave the Doraemon to Eileen! But she like not very happy. ))): upset lah, dunno.

After that during CT, I was quite restless.

“I really don’t know what is on your mind sometimes, and I just don’t know how to get that choking feeling out…”

then I keep aiya, aiyo, then also not thinking about what teacher asked us to do. And yinxue was supposed to tell me smth during math, but we didn’t sit tgt, so I went to her. And as usual I always stick my head very near people’s faces mah, then she kissed me lah. –lost for words- oh man. Haha.

Got back lit results. Sucks lah. Darn it. But funny part was that yinxue got a point five mark for her essay! Lit essay with point five mark. Diao. Mrs teo really very cute can. Haha. Everyone’s depressed. Hmmm. Wonder what’s Eileen doing now. Hahas. Random. Oh, then I lost my pooh badge!! ))): sad sad sad! I am on the verge of crying liao. Gosh. Where’d I lose it man. Sucks sucks. The pooh badge is so precious leh! Given by Eileen. Precious! And I lost it. ))): -WHINES!! Then I was like shouting I lost my pooh badge and qi xuan heard it as smth else and she violated me. =.= like totally turned off can.

TALE OF TWO CEDARIANS ATTACKING ONE CEDARIAN. Headlines man. Haha.

The rest are not much lah. Went to eat with Eileen, then went home.

“ There is always this urge. That I cannot describe it. I really don’t know how to pt it in words. When I see you, my heart aches. But sometimes, I am just so angry that I am not exactly angry at you. I do not know what I am angry at. Just angry. But it dies down. After we part, I will have this feeling of something’s missing. What is it? What? I really don’t know. I have an urge to cry. But I can’t. Stuck. Choked. I just miss you. Every moments.”

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